Not every affection you get should be mistaken for love. He is your grandfather’s age, there is a whole lot of things to consider before you even consider marrying him …. There is the generation gap, an enormous age gap and not to mention he will soon be going …..you like him… remain friends or someone who cares …but don’t rush into marriage ..to not him or anyone….marriage is not a solution to every time you like someone….. I feel sorry for you and somewhat sad …..and honestly your story made me very uncomfortable…